First week

So now that I'm back on the bandwagon I have been eating vegetarian spring rolls from natural grocers for lunch. Today is Monday, I work at a dental office so we go from 9 to 6 every weekday. It is an absolutely great distraction from food I absolutely loved it and also I am fairly certain that my boyfriend thinks I'm super fat also. I had about 700 calories today but it would have been less if I hadn't screwed up twice. I had a soda and an iced coffee at some point but I can forgive myself since this is still my first day. Tomorrow I plan to go to the gym after work hopefully it all goes as planned. The spring rolls I have been eating are 60 calories each so I am pretty satisfied with that. I had that and a sandwich when I got home. It is a bit bumpy but tomorrow will be better I just have to keep telling myself that. It is so incredibly sad that I don't feel as in love with my boyfriend as I used to. Last night I cried and cried until I fell asleep. Only Ana can save me now.